I want love... I want it, so bad... I miss it, being that person to someone else.

Is it bad that I said that?

My ex came over the other night to hang out. We had fun just watching tv, eating, talking and chilling basically. Then we slept.... and it was good. To wake up in the middle of the night and someone is wrapped around you, moves with you, seeks you out when you move to the edge. It. feels. awesome. That's exactly what I want. Not to say that I want that with my ex but I know what I want.

He's a great guy, always will have me smiling and I would always know that I'm beautiful but he's just not there yet and that hurts.